Not giving up

It's Saturday night and I've still been purged free since Monday. I almost can't believe it. It's a good thing, a great thing. But then there's also the fear that I could slip up one night and ruin the hard work all over again.

I think something which has helped me resist the urges and to keep trying is simply writing here. And knowing there are people out there who are in a similar situation. They too are also trying hard to recover. 

I don't really know if anyone is reading this, but if you are then thank you. Because you've helped me in ways you may not know. Just being able to talk about my experiences and thoughts here makes it feel as though I'm not doing this alone. In a way, it's like there are people who are supporting me (whether this is real or not).

If you are struggling as well, don't give up, because you are strong enough to fight this too.